April 16, 2014
To say I have writers block would be an understatement because there simply are no words. The are no words to express fully how I feel about this Spring and all of the elements it holds. I haven’t the time to unmask it all, to fully digest it. Instead I tread on filling every moment of every day with something to keep me occupied. Change is coming and it’s bound to hit me like a ton of bricks.
I can’t fathom next week, when life as I’ve come to know it has turned upside down. I can’t bring myself to fully grasp the reality of what’s to come. I’m lost in all of the moving pieces. My mind’s gone blank, my ears numb to words I can’t be bothered to hear. My heart’s gone still.